| n3w LJ |
[Jan. 29th, 2005|01:17 pm] |
| [ | fe3lingsz..~`*. |
| |  fiine i guesz * | ] |
| [ | list3nin` t0o ~`*. |
| | y0u`ll think 0f m3e.. | ] |
h3y h3y h3y
--> i gotta new LJ.. it lo0ksz the same, just a new username.. l0l
(( x0o__beautifu1 )).. yes its the same as samz but backwardsz.. i just l0ve the idea s0o i used it! l0l s0o yah there u g0o! comment away.. <3 yaz |
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[Jan. 29th, 2005|10:50 am] |
| [ | fe3lingsz..~`*. |
| |  yey! im 0ver y0o!! * =D | ] |
| [ | list3nin` t0o ~`*. |
| | since y0o`ve be3n g0one !*~>> KC <3 | ] |
wow.. where d0o i begin.. ok listen t0o this.. last night was the show @spanky`s.. now me and sam had been begging her dad to take usz, and everything kept getting fucked up because he was changing his mind al0t.. but anywh0.. we finally convinced him, and yesterday, tony and me were talking and i didnt wanna be another one of his sell 0ut friendsz bcz i mean i dont like to let pe0ple d0wn, s0o i told him i would b3e there, but he wanted me t0o prove it .. and i did. me and sam were there last night, saw hisz wh0le performance, it was siick asz heLl.. and i told him, i didnt want him to ignore me if i went, but 0f c0urse what did he d0o?! he said maybe 7 words t0o me the wh0le night i was there.. like wtf?! talk ab0ut letting s0me1 d0wn!! i mean come on, even james and mike were being nice t0o m3e then he was and they dont even know me as weLl.. and if that isnt bad enough.. when he introduced me t0o lauren, i was niice, i was just like itsz niice t0o meet you kinda thing, and she told him i was giving her dirty lo0ksz ((which i d0nt ever d0o.. especially since i d0nt kn0w her )) and we left the sh0w bef0re i got t0o tell him h3e did a great j0b and shit s0o i call him t0o tell him, and h3esz an assh0le 0n the f0ne 2 m3e!! s0o i was like watsz r0ng? and h3es like "o0h i d0nt appreciate y0u giving my po0kie dirty lo0ksz and thisz and that.. " i was s0o fuckin confused, then lauren gets on the f0ne isz like yah i saw them i saw them and all thisz buLlshyt.. s0o w/e i hung up.. i couldnt believe what was g0ing 0on.. n0w he w0nt talk t0o m3e anym0re cz his little Pookie d0esnt like m3e.. like wtf i d0nt like ppl wh0 fuck with friendshipsz.. or relationshipsz.. s0o i mean lauren just made a great first impression 0n m3e and sam.. shesz in college and n0o offense but thatsz kinda immature t0o start buLlshyt like that.. but yah, s0o tony isnt talking t0o m3e n0w, cz 0f that wh0le thing, and m3e and sam are supp0sed t0o c hide and se3k t0onite, hopefuLly i can get him t0o g0o s0o we can w0rk everything 0ut ((i hate fighting with him)) and yess ladies and gentsz, i am F I N A L L Y over him! yey! l0l but yah s0o last niite started 0ut great, ended in tearsz, and i w0ke up with a massive head-ache..nd w0w, i have like 4 pulled abd0men musclesz, i swear i ne3d surgery on them.. i have like 4 herniasz 0r sum shit.. but yaH.. h0pefuLly i can fix everything t0oday, i d0nt wanna b3e enemiesz with hisz "po0kie" <-- yah i kn0w .. and i d0nt wanna lo0se his friend ship.. s0o i guess im gunna needa miracle.. cz h3ez n0t gunna listen t0o what i have t0o say. hesz already herd laurensz story s0o i guess thats all he ne3dsz.. but anywaysz im gunna g0o lay 0ut f0r a liL` bit.. then im gunna s3e whatsz g0in 0n f0r t0onite! h0pefuLly gunna c hide and seek! yayuh! haha s0o i`Ll update with m0re newsz 0n the t0ny & yaz c0mplicationsz later.. l0l
~>>* x0o yaz (( c0mment away bitchesz *)) |
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[Jan. 27th, 2005|05:24 pm] |
| [ | fe3lingsz..~`*. |
| |  crUsh3d.. * | ] |
| [ | list3nin` t0o ~`*. |
| | 0bsessi0n.. <||3 * | ] |
hey every0ne.. w0w eventfuL day id have t0o say.. l0l im threw with guysz.. 0r atleast im tryin t0o b3e.. last niite i went t0o the fair with the shellardsz.. w0w was that a kick 0r what?! l0l it was pretti3 fun, except f0r the fact that every1 there thought i was going out with chrisz (( DEFF NOT IN 10000000000 YRSZ )) l0l but yah .. i hung out with his 0lder br0ther shane. h3es prettie swe3t, and we started talking n0w, and itsz co0l.. h3esz swe3t, nd he3sz a badass which isz h0tt.. but it d0esnt t0tally fe3l right.. 0nly cz my fe3lingsz f0r t0ony are s0o str0ng n0w, czc 0f all the em0ti0nalL build up and deprivation 0f what i want.. yah it sux s0o bad.. like i saw shane t0oday, and everything was co0l. we hung 0ut in bradham 4 a liL.. talked t0o sammi3e br0oke 0n the f0ne.. nd it was all co0l.. flirting felt go0d nd shit.. but then sean kasper dr0ve up and w0o babeH! h3esz hawter n0w then h3e was b4 he left park vista... thatsz f0r shure.. but then i was like yah i misz him but itsz all gravie i guesz.. and then wen i was walkin with shane, it felt weird i guess.. cz it wasnt wh0 i wanted it t0o b3e.. (( by the way, shane startsz 10th grade @ PVHS t0omorrow)) and yah i just, i kn0w what i want, but i cant have it.. i guess i w0nt b3e having a valentine thisz year.. :'( :'( :'( .. gAhHhHh thisz sucksz big time i hate b0ysz, s0o much.. and stupid girlLsz that steal b0ysz that y0u saw first !! <<~ l0l sammi3e..
o0k answer m3e thisz ladiesz nd gentsz, d0nt y0o wish everything c0uld g0o ure way wen it c0mesz t0o relationshipsz.. and everything c0uld b3e like perfect.. especially around valintinesz day?! bcz i certainly d0o..
s0o i guesz i wiLl b3e valentine-lesz thisz yr, which suxx.. but i mean iLl pr0bably end up with a few, n0t the 1 i want ((i already kn0w it )) but atleast s0me1 t0o h0ld 0nt0 thisz v-day, and make m3e fe3l go0d.. like i mean i think i deserve a valentine that w0nt break my heart thisz year.. :'(
untiL neXxt tiim3e (pr0bably after dance)-->> x0o yaz <||3 comment away l0vesz |
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[Jan. 25th, 2005|10:36 pm] |
| [ | fe3lingsz..~`*. |
| |  d0wn..* | ] |
| [ | list3nin` t0o ~`*. |
| | y0u w0nt think 0f m3e * | ] |
h3y h3y. . t0oday was a lil better, except f0r the fact that sam g0t fucking suspended s0o n0w i cant g0o t0o the sh0w @ spanky`z friday.. GaHhHhH!! and if that isnt bad enuff.. i ke3p finding reas0nsz t0o fuck everything up.. i constantly find a rease0n t0o b3e mad at t0ony, even wen h3e doesnt d0o anything.. and i ke3p hearing stupid, upsetting shit.. like fr0m pPl that t0ony had reas0nsz 0f dr0pping m3e 0n my asz.. and ____ t0ld m3e whut th0sze reas0nsz were and w0w big mistake.. im realy really pisSed n0w.. but anywaysz! im suppo0sed t0o 0o t0 othe fair t0omorrow with shane, chris, j0hn, spence, and the rest 0f the shellards but i dn0 if i wanna.. l0l i d0nt kn0w h0w t0o get 0utta thisz 1.. yiiikesz! but anywaysz.. if u think i sh0uld get 0ver t0ony, and m0ve 0n t0o s0om31 new c0mment ! l0l but even if u d0nt.. comment anyway.. sh0uld i d0o the S2T carwash stiLl?! l0l ((comment))
x0o <||3 yaz-- > * shane nd jeSs go0dluck 2m0rr0w! c0ngratsz u guysz 0n the sponsorshipsz!! madd l0ve x0o <3
((until next time))
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[Jan. 24th, 2005|07:41 pm] |
| [ | fe3lingsz..~`*. |
| | fuLl 0f t3arsz..* | ] |
| [ | list3nin` t0o ~`*. |
| | y0o w0nt think 0f m3e * <|3 | ] |
hey hey everyb0dy.. thisz entry isnt gunna b as l0ong as the last entry.. but im gunna try t0o write as much as i can..l0l o0kay s0o t0oday wasnt t0o bad.. minusz the near death experience in sch0ol.. everything else was o0kay.. l0l..stuff @ h0me se3msz t0o b3e getting better.. and i am prettie shure im going t0o c0sta rica with britt f0r spring break, and if n0t, then ill just g0o t0o kuwait with my rentsz.. it cud b fun.. l0l i cud d0o s0om3e extreme shoppin.. l0l but anywaysz.. me and tony arent gettin any better.. were just friendsz, and i hate it! but o0h well if h3esz happy , then itsz aLl i c0uld ask f0r .. as lo0ng as he isnt gunna f0rget m3e aLl t0ogether.. but anywaysz.. strangled t0o tearsz' next sh0w isz friday @ spankys.. in d0wnt0wn clematis.. itsz $10 bucksz nd the do0rsz 0pen @ 7..and m3e and sam are gunna b3e there!! :D:D:D:D:D yey! yew here that 1 tony? l0l i love hisz last name.. Aromandi.. isnt that h0tt? l0l and w0w itsz just s0o mad italian.. Anthony Aromandi. hah w0w anywaysz.. i fe3l s0o bad 4 u sammi3e br0oke my l0ve.. travisz isz an ash0le! h3e creates pr0blemsz with every1.. riite t0ny? yah.. lo0ong st0ry..but i want every1 t0o know, m3e and sam are having a car wash in like 2 weeksz, t0o raise money f0r s0me bandsz t0o put on a tsunami relief sh0w.. s0o any1 wh0 wantsz t0o help 0ut 0r b3e a part of it can g0o ahead and b my guest..
weLl.. itsz gettin kinda late..just g0t d0ne watching A Walk To Remember f0r the 4th tiime t0onite.. and i ne3d 0o listen t0o s0om3e music t0o fr3e my s0ul 0f these depressing fe3lingsz im having.. s0o until we me3t again ..<||3 yaz( (..in ne3d 0f a T R U e l0v3..) )
c0mm3nt away itchesz.. x0 maDd l0ve |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2005|10:49 am] |
| [ | fe3lingsz..~`*. |
| |  * bless3d | ] |
| [ | list3nin` t0o ~`*. |
| | bLeSs3d ♥ chriSsy AguileRa | ] |
h3y h3y every0n3.. w0w what an eventful night.. last night we had a party 0ver my h0use, but it was mainly f0r the rentsz, and w0w did i fe3l stupid 0r what?! while every0ne else was havin a go0d tiime bo0osin up.. get smashed.. i was like the 0nly s0ber 1 besidesz sam that was 0ver 11 yrsz. 0ld.. but it was funn i guesS.. @least i g0t sammie br0ok3 outta h3r h0use..and we were supp0sed t0o b3e meetin t0ny nd jamesz @ the mall.. but it ended up go0ing n0owher3.. l0l s0o were just gunna g0o hang with t0ony peper0ni t0oday.. l0l <-- w0w i ne3d t0o calm d0wn but yah letsz re-cap my last few daysz shall we?!
wednesday: i went t0o sch0ol @ 10 30.. r0de the busz f0r the first time thisz yr (l0l m0m had 2 w0rk) and then sat in sch0ol f0r 3 hrs 0r h0wever l0ng it was.. after sch0ol, i went h0me and started ch0win d0wn.. but little did i kn0w that little misz britb0o.. (dysert) was pickin m3e up f0r the melting p0t! w0w did i stuff it 0r what!? l0rdie i was s0o full it wasnt even funnie.. i swear i ate my body weight that nite.. well anywaysz s0o
thursday: i g0tta get 0utta bed @ 6:10.. w0w i deff. wasnt in the mo0d 4 that.. went t0o sch0ol, gay gay gay as usual.. then came h0me, and britt picked m3e up. we went out t0o sait0sz japanese grrill f0r dinner and had l0bster tail, fillet minion, shrimp, chicken, and scall0psz.. haha it was s0o funnie.. and then we went t0o baskin r0binsz, and 0f c0urse these girlsz had t0o pisz britt 0ff s0o we left b4 she attempted anything with them.. we had starbucksz t0o co0l usz 0fF! and w3e saw madd ste3leRsz fansz @ winn dixie.. wh0 by the way are g0ing t0o win the game t0oday! wh0op wh0op go0 big baybeH!! l0l but yah s0o we stayed up all niite .. listenin t0o s2t and my chemical r0manc3.. it was great funn.. but we g0t t0o sleep in cz i skipped sch0ol
friday: we finally rolled 0utta b3d ar0und 10 ish.. but i was w0ken up by fucking t0ny @ fucking 7 45.. l0l even th0e i kinda t0old him t0o.. but n0t that earlie.. well we had so0up f0r breakfast.. and we were gettin ready t0o g0o t0o her h0use then the fair.. s0o we g0t sh0werd, g0t dreSsed .. but wen my m0m g0t in the sh0wer, we st0le h3r car!! l0l we went ridin around LC f0r a liL bit.. and were d0in d0nutsz in the little cirlce up @ the lake point sign.. l0l it was madd crazie.. and we pulled in riite wen my mom was gettin outta the sh0wer.. but i ended up just tellin her we st0le h3r car.. she th0t it was funnie s0o that was a relief.. haha and she let m3e and brit warm up the engine f0r her while she was gettin her stuff 2 dr0p usz 0ff.. s0o we finally get t0o brittsz, and itsz like 1 40 and she wants t0o drive t0o d0nald trumpsz h0use, s0o we d0o.. that takesz up like 40 minutesz of driving.. and we finally g0t t0o the fair a lil b4 3.. but n0o w0rriesz cz we r0de every fucking riide like 3 or 4 timesz .. and we were b0red @ like 7 30.. s0o we called a buncha ppl, cz we wanted t0o g0o t0o t0onysz sh0w.. and i finally talked pig int0 taking usz.. even th0e he didnt want t0o..but f0r a price, l0l but it was n0o biggie.. it t0ok usz a fucking hour t0o get t0o deerfeild, but we did, and even though we missed my lil teddy bear perf0rm, we still g0t t0o chyll with jamesz and t0ny and the rest 0f the band all niite.. and thisz really co0l girl, she was really niice.. o0h yah and kyle, l0l it was funn.. we left @ like 11 30 or something.. and went h0me with jamesz and t0ony.. we hadda st0p f0r fucking monster and cigsz 0f c0urse.. w0w that car riide h0me was the best ive had in a lo0ong tiime.. l0l and i swear when we pulled int0 breakersz west, the guysz were like having 0rgasmsz wen they saw the h0usesz.. it was s0o funnie..& i mean they c0uld have c0me in and seen brittsz h0use but they didnt want t0o im gueSsin.. but yah i talked t0o tony after he left f0r like 5 minutesz, then hisz f0ne died.. m3e nd britt went in her sauna, and ate.. and then went t0o bed.. i fell asleep in the sauna! i th0t i was gunna shrivel up and die.. l0l but it was all go0d..
saturday: we w0ke up late, hadda rush t0o get ready 4 the air p0rt.. then we ate mickey deesz ( ewwie ) n0t the greatest but 0h weLl.. we w3nt t0o her dadsz t0o pick up her d0cumentsz and shyt.. and then they dr0pped m3e 0ff there.. and were 0f t0o the airp0rt! but itsz all dandy cz m3e and britt are go0ing t0o costa rica f0r spring break.. 0r im go0ing t0o NC t0o sn0wb0ard.. n0t shure yet.. l0l but yah thatsz basically what i did.. and then went t0o groceriesz with my m0m hadda few laughsz with t0ny and mom and then went h0me.. and sam came 0ver!! l0l and n0w im c0nvincin her dad t0o let her c0me 0ver.. and ill hopefully get a ride t0o t0nysz, and m3e and sam and t0ony can have s0om3 go0d tiimesz.. l0l but im hungry, i need t0o sh0wer, and i need t0o get my shyt all straightened 0ut f0r the day.. w0w im definatly dreading sch0ol tt0omorroe.. --:[-- but o0h weLl..
until we me3t again.. <||3 yaz.. later x0 ♥
ive be3 n g0ing threw s0o much during the past few weeksz.. fr0m family issuesz, t0o br0ken heartsz, t0o fiitesz with BfF`z.. ive felt s0o by myself.. and with0ut a true friend..without s0me1 wh0 will listen t0o m3e, and give m3e advice wen i am totally confused .. and when i cant se3m t0o h0ld 0n any l0nger, and ive be3n falling back, and lo0sing my grip 0n life.. hesz be3n there t0o help m3e push threw it all, s0o i just wanted t0o thank him f0r everything h3esz given m3e..all the supp0rt h3esz sh0wn wen every0n3 else se3msz t0o ign0re my fe3lingsz.. & even th0ugh we arent t0ogether, im s0o thankful that i have u here f0r m3e.. u are my true friend, and i fe3l t0tally bleSsed t0o have u her3.. uve put up with all my bullshyt f0r the past few we3ksz, and uve sh0wn m3e that i can t0tally c0unt 0n u.. f0r anything.. uve sh0wn m3e that wen everything seemsz t0 o b3e falling apart, and every0n3 se3msz t0o b3e walking away, that i can still keep g0ing, y0u are my inspiration, my m0tivation t0o ke3p h0lding 0n.. my 0nly s0urce o0f light wen i fe3l like im living in total darkness.. thank y0u s0o much, t0ny i d0nt kn0w where i w0uld b3e if i was without you.. ive be3n truely bleSsed.. ♥ (( y0u are my guardian angel..<||3 x0 ))
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sam-->> madd l0ve ! xo0 |
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[Jan. 20th, 2005|05:44 pm] |
| [ | fe3lingsz..~`*. |
| |  tourqued!* | ] |
| [ | list3nin` t0o ~`*. |
| | s2t-d3ath fr0m ab0v3* | ] |
hey hey every1.. w0w itsz been a while since ive updatedd.. w0w lotsz has happened.. daytona was go0d.. but everything else has sucked since then.. me and t0ny arent talking anymore.. s0o unfortunate.. i fucked up s0o bad.. and n0w hesz with thisz girl lauren, and i can d0o anything ab0ut it.. im s0o horribly upset.. cz i want him s0o0o0o bad and he isz never gunna understand cz hesz g0tta h0tt 18 yr 0ld.. and he d0esnt needa worrie ab0ut a girl like m3e .. but anywaysz he wantsz t0o c m3e tomorroe night!! but i have n0o luck cz h3e isnt a cheater.. lol but ill update later my britb0o isz here t0o get m3e with her new permitt! who0p who0p go0ing cruising.. bbl ! x0x0 <33 madd love bitchesz |
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[Jan. 8th, 2005|10:47 am] |
| [ | fe3lingsz..~`*. |
| | hyp3r hyp3r hyp3r ! | ] |
| [ | list3nin` t0o ~`*. |
| | buri3d aliVe *sStrangl3d t0o t3ars | ] |
hey hey every1.. yah itsz be3n a while since i updated.. but ive be3n g0ne!! l0l 0hi0 was a blast! =D i had s0o s0o s0o much fun! i wuz liike s0o happy t0o b3e out of thisz dramatic state! l0l we were ridin h3r f0ur whe3ler every day .. even in the m0ther fucking sn0w!! =D --> l0l & 0f c0urse i even managed t0o m3e a guy when i wuz up there.. wudda quinkie dink.. l0l his name isz callen, hez 16 nd isz on the varsity f00tball team , nd h3es h0t 2!! l0l but im ovr him n0w that im h0me.. i g0t my eye on a different prize! and h3e lives here!! l0l weLl anywaysz christmas was great fun, n3w years was a blast.. but last niite, just put the icing on the cake! the skatez0ne undergr0und sh0w.. let m3e tell y0u, it was a fucking ri0t! and 0f c0urse i had t0o g0o and supp0rt my best friend, l0l --> t0ny haha! and hisz band, strangled t0o tears. they are fucking amazing, every1 needsz t0o g0o t0o their next sh0w :
january 21st-->S0lid S0und Studi0
january 28th-->Spanky`s! (d0wnt0wn clematis)
s0o every1 g0o check out my l0vesz band .. l0l ill update in a bit! x0x0 <33 later |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|03:22 pm] |
| [ | fe3lingsz..~`*. |
| | syked 0ut!* | ] |
| [ | list3nin` t0o ~`*. |
| | simpLe pLan.*. my chrisztmas liSt* | ] |
hey hey guysz! itsz officially winter break! yey! l0l :D im s0o happy.. l0l finally were outta that hell h0le.. but yah sch0ol wuz awes0me t0oday! and i feel really g0od about my algebra and english examz! ;) i hope i did go0d.. i`ll find out s0on.. but w0w omL.. im g0in t0o brittz h0ouse the day after tomorroe! i am s0o frikin syked! and i get t0o g0o boardin 0n monday! :D :D :D i cant frikin wait.. anywaysz.. l0l o0h yah if any1 kn0wz how much 0c 40z c0st i needa know.. l0l cz my friend frum VT wants t0o know.. but yah anywaysz.. thisz break isz gunna be fuckin awesome.. i cant get over it.. l0l o0h yah me nd britLa g0t int0 the stupidest fight last night.. ugh it wuz dumb but o0h well.. we`ve squashed it.. i h0pe.. well.. i have madd packing t0o d0o.. s0o i better g0o! but i`ll update later 0n t0onite! after i o0pen my christmas eve eve present.. (lol jesse) .. later! x0 <33... screw sean.. im g0in t0o c shane! l0l :D maDd love bebe |
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[Dec. 21st, 2004|09:41 pm] |
| [ | fe3lingsz..~`*. |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | list3nin` t0o ~`*. |
| | n0b0dy`s h0me* Avril Lavigne | ] |
hey hey guysz.. today went ALOT better! i went to mickey D`z thisz morning with bri.. it wuz awesome! even th0e sum old lady almost g0t hit by usz.. l0l it wuz horrible!i brought my grade up in science thoe s0o thats a go0d thing t0o hear.. and i did good on my tests..! l0l --> yey jess, shane i shud be comin'<-- im s0o stoked! 0nly 3 daysz till ohio.. im gunna freak out.. saturday isz comin s0o fast.. im s0o anxious t0o get up there... but wow theres s0o much goin on riite now.. l0l im just s0o ready t0o leave thisz place.. im startin t0o fall inl0ve again... n0t a g0od idea as u (my friends) all knoe.. :/ love alwaysz stabsz me in the back.. but yah.. i guess im just unlucky like that.. but im tired and i had a looong ass day , nd a loong ass night of dance.. i`ll update t0m0rr0e! x0 <3 later..
s0o in l0ve with yew.. x0 </3.. uh oh itsz happenin again |
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